how i feel towards my life in university

erm...everyone said that taylor's lakeside campus are beautiful but i think it's just normal.Most of them are international students especially those from indonesia and china and of course there're also ppl frm mongolia,korea,iraq and frm other states and countries.although i dun understand their bm but at least they are friendly enough and they have been nice to me,im happy to know them especially cherrie.i also got to knw a friend frm china and her name is vicky...she's a nice and friendly girl and i like her as my friend.unfortunately we are not in the same class as our class are divided based on our ept test/english placement test.erm...for my classmates they are fine .erm...i really hope that i will eventually find some bananas(chinese who dun speak chinese but eng) as im used to with the bananas since from young.frankly speaking i dun really enjoy my life here bc my friends are not here and i am forced to speak mandarin bc they speak mandarin.i didnt speak eng for such a long time already so im nt used to it and i feel stress. i walk to the classes alone and all alone.yes,i did speak to my other classmates but not very close yet and some of them i not yet even start to talk to them yet but i will soon.lol.everything's changing.i need to speak mandarin.i dunno y taylor ppl's speak mandarin as i alwayz thought taylor ppl are very gud n eng and taylorians speak eng.it is totally different from TUC(taylor university college? at ss15,pre-u.i spoke eng there with my fellow friends.we talk and laugh alot but here im quiet,i dunno y...