Hmm...where do i start? ;) Owh..Which departments have I gone through in these 3 months? Before I start...

Venue: Grand Dorsett Subang Hotel
Duration: 3 months
Salary: No. We trainees are given the buffet voucher each month for 2 person (with expiry date) =(

Departments:
1) Kitchen (Chinese Banquet-1week,Cold Kitchen-1week & Pastry-1week)
2) Food and Beverage (Miyako-2weeks, Cafe Lounge-2weeks)
3) Front Office (Operator-3days,Premier Lounge-1and a half day,Concierge-6 and a half days,Reception-1week 2 days)
4) Housekeeping ( Room-2days & Laundry-2days)
5) Public Relation-3weeks

The worst department = Pastry & Cafe Lounge
The best department = Cold Kitchen,Miyako,Laundry
The most tiring department= Room
The most interesting department= Concierge,Reception
The most boring department= PR

Don't s :
1) I can't go out with my buddies
2) I can't stay online as long as i can
3) I can't have my own life
4) I can't travel whenever I want
5) I can't be alone refrain from any nagging
6) I can't smell the fresh air and to have my own space
7) I don't like to be controlled
8) I can't buy the things I like

Though I should not be complaining on these. I am protected from young till now. I have everything that a normal child would have but in return I have to be a good child. As,written above.

I really hope that one day, I can fulfill my wishes.
I thought that this day may come if I have my own career because I'm always been told that you are still using your parents money. You can't complain.
1) You used up whose money when you go out with your buddies?
2) You are wasting your money on buying unworthy things
3) You can't drive because I know that you are not ready for it yet
4) Whoever is my friends,they just don't like it(because they think that they are villains who try to teach me to be bad)
5) They think that I will get cheated because I'm stupid.

Again and again...I've been told that I'm still not ready to do everything yet.

Can you imagine? How is life when you can't keep in touch with your buddies nor spent time with them? You are forever stayed at home. Owh...hahaha...I'm a loner forever n ever. teehee... =DDD

Well,not everything is perfect as far as i know for now. =) You want freedom,but you may lost something.You can't have everything as God is fair to everyone. Outsiders may think on how good are you,but who knows. winkwink*.

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When you noticed that i'm not looking or greeting at anyone of you. Please do not feel that I'm proud bc I might be doing walking meditation. What is it? It means that I am reciting mantra while walking. At this period,I must not talk to anyone,if not i will fail in it. A successful walking meditation is when you really cannot feel anyone or even yourself at where about. You have to remain your brain as pure and empty as possible. It is somehow difficult. =DDD

I give too much? That is why i did not receive any cares and loves from friends? Is that true? I must not put in too much to friends? I am envy on my sister who receives signatures and wishes from the classes in these 2 years. She would brought back a big card with all peoples signatures and wishes home in her birthday. She can be selfish and people doesn't blame her?No need even bother to return the gifts when people had bought her for present?No need to be useful to anybody? Hahahhaha....and she receives so many from peoples without giving? Why is it like this? Do i suppose to stop being too helpful, too friendly and too nice :(