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june eclipse

2011-12-10T07:55:00.000-08:00

Luna eclipse

2011-12-10T07:37:00.001-08:00

2011-12-10T07:34:00.000-08:00

Standing and walking meditation

2011-08-20T05:39:00.001-07:00

When you noticed that i'm not looking or greeting at anyone of you. Please do not feel that I'm proud bc I might be doing walking meditation. What is it? It means that I am reciting mantra while walking. At this period,I must not talk to anyone,if not i will fail in it. A successful walking meditation is when you really cannot feel anyone or even yourself at where about. You have to remain your brain as pure and empty as possible. It is somehow difficult. =DDD

Giving and receiving

2011-07-16T06:40:00.000-07:00

I give too much? That is why i did not receive any cares and loves from friends? Is that true? I must not put in too much to friends? I am envy on my sister who receives signatures and wishes from the classes in these 2 years. She would brought back a big card with all peoples signatures and wishes home in her birthday. She can be selfish and people doesn't blame her?No need even bother to return the gifts when people had bought her for present?No need to be useful to anybody? Hahahhaha....and she receives so many from peoples without giving? Why is it like this? Do i suppose to stop being too helpful, too friendly and too nice :(

Right after the exam

2011-07-16T06:01:00.000-07:00

In my mind.I was thinking. We,human are originally a individual soul. Based on the sorting and so on, we are finally placed in a family, with the destined people we are with(friends,enemies,family members). Able to be a Human is a great opportunity for a soul to return the debt they had owed the one in the past.Therefore, it is necessarily a best chance to decrease your karma in your past by remaining to be good. So, as long as we have did our best in the responsibilities of either becoming the role of a son/daughter/wife or husband ,we have no fear in death. As everyone has to go through death. The only difference is whether it is early or late. Death is not over. The body is left in the earth. What is brought up with us is not any properties or cash, but only deeds.Bad deeds and good deeds. Whether If your bad deeds are over balanced the good, the goods and bads are equal or the goods are overbalanced the bads. It is said to be a non sad case if one's are able to understand it( from the religion books). That is call, no fear in death. A person who is fear in death is probably because they themselves have known what they had done. The bad they have done. These people can hear the clinging sounds of the metal cuffs as their time are almost up.As in are ready to receive necessarily punishment from what they have done. In able to die in a non suffering condition, or to get away from the suffering we get in our life, 'enlightenment' is the answer . Meditation, remove your thinking in your current state. For connection purposes.Connection of one's pure heart ,empty thought with the universe.Ready to get enlightened.In reciting 'Amitabha' and 'hui xiang'/return all u have recited to the beings nearby,can be up to around 1000 miles.These beings will life in peace. The 2 biggest virtue is the reciting and 'fang shen'/let go the lives. A vegetarian can let go many animals life retreating from eating them. Just for your benefit? To be able to eat them for the taste of your tongue or pleasure? or "I am sorry,i don't want to but u just taste good.I have to eat you" Animals do have feelings. They can feel the pain when u killed them.They have tears. When the animals are killed, the anger with the mixture of scared produced toxic in our blood. It will causes cancer or other diseases.(From the studies) To be healthy,it is the best to eat vegetables. Can we see that our teeth are the same as the herbivores?

16th of July

2011-07-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

Finally...After the stress in the studies, my friends and I are able to get a month break. In this days,i was indeed enjoying it. Hmm...reading manga,books,watching tv, eat and sleep. Sometimes,i just think that it's a wastage of time for not doing something useful like working for part time like that. Hahhaa...However, as time is out,i cant help myself in such of weird emotion and feelings in me. I am happy to as in able to see my classmates and and in starting of the new sem. At the same time,i really are unhappy when finally got to know that i am going to meet ..erm..haha...her again. Maybe,that's is call as karma.Where i have to face it as in returning the debt to whom I owe in the past,There is many peoples in this world who are very different in characteristics for us to make use in. 'Sigh....' Is that call as fate? Hahahha...well,i cant deny that i don't feel tired of whom i'm talking bout. Worrying of failing my subjects in the new sem too. It seems to be more difficult and new to me.Doubt in the co oeperation with whom that will affect my future presentations and group work .As Teacher Anne said before, mood and confidence are equally important that may affects a person's delivered work in a presentation. Tomorrow will be the day,for me to meet my high school friends. It may be a happy occasion I thought. :)

Merry July

2011-07-16T05:37:00.000-07:00

Busy month

2011-05-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

Exams!!! Assignments!!! Group Work and Presentations!!!

Dewy's Adventure

2011-04-17T08:55:00.001-07:00

Cute dewy landed on the ground

Adorable cloud that produces lightning

The original look of dewy in water droplet form

Dewy in ice form

Another pic of dewy in ice form

Yesterday night fever and a wonderful morning

2011-04-15T22:50:00.000-07:00

It is nice to wake up early and prepare delicious breakfast. Mum prepared some vegetarian siew ngo, fried some karipap and fried rice while I prepared some yummy pancake. We enjoyed our food. Yesterday, my sister and I played wii, cooking game, from 8pm to the morning of 2am. We finished the 12 recipes thinking could unlock more recipes since the CD said there are more than 30 recipes to be played. Haha! The funny thing is after we managed to get gold medals for all the 12 recipes, it finally came out the word saying " You have awarded a gold medal for all the recipes. And said something that you have finished the game" .My sister and me was like >< " but I admitted that it was fun. Hohoho...Okay that's all for today. Mioew...

Yesterday Morning

2011-04-15T22:03:00.000-07:00

Hello! =] I'm very happy today.Sem break's coming. Some of you will noticed that the previous post is being removed. Y? Hahaha! I think I lost my temper on that day. I just posted it to expressed out my feelings and it didn't last for 2 days After thinking back,it is already the past. I almost forget my aim, that is peace. Oh No! i FORGET Buddha's teaching. That is no hate and forgive these innocent peoples. i am sinful. However, I do not know why i am so mad of this person. Maybe that's what people said, everyone has their limitation. Everything kept inside will be exploded out one day. That incident is just an experience of mine. =] Maybe... i didn't know how to handle it properly. Anyway, there are many types of people in the world and i might meet some in my future.

But i found something weird

Why after asking me edit, still want me to explain one to one slides to her?

It is like need to explain word to word. Just read yourself la. Like need to jiao dai everything to her. Isn't it a bit awkward? tai ka jie?(big sister) .

I felt very sorry to him. Asking him to came so early and nothing for him to do. Poor guy, sitting there lonely for 2 and a half hours and no discussion with him.Sat there smiling and laughing while sms-ing. Luckily he didn't feel anything. It is good actually. This pure and innocent boy. She said it is he himself who doesn't want to join the discussion.This is group work she claimed. Nevertheless, isn't it a bit selfish? Asking everyone to accompany her for that few hours and no discussions.

Finally, on that day, 2 of our group members didn't show up for discussion. 'No necessarily discussion right? ', said one of the group member. Yea, actually, it is just a few editing need to be done and it could be done by one person. And, please do show some concern and respect when I'm explaining to only you ,as u ask for it. I'm like a dumb person . Hmm...anyway, it is already over.No offence though. Maybe, I also have my wrong doings too. I should have learn from it.

Hope it will not happen again. Moral of the story=> give some compassion, concern,do not act smart ,no showing off, and learn to control the temper and be yourself .According to what Gio said. TQ you. You woke me up. =)

2011-04-14T05:14:00.000-07:00

After that post,I feel better. All of my dissatisfaction is typed out. Next week is my sem3's break. haha! Yeah! I would like to go for shopping. After these days,facing her too much is horrible/disaster.In that hol break, I still have to get ready for another group work and it is to be present after the break.And have to study for MICE subject. Ahh!! sem3 is getting difficult. I can feel the stress. Even how stress it is,It couldn't be as hard as last year in college.Hahah! To study 5 subjects in one year, with less holidays and more assignments,exams and presentations. All squeeze in one year. Really cannot breath. As if I'm trapped in a plastic container,calling for help but no one hear it. That time,I really do not have mood to eat.Now, at least is better because I can do last minute work without feeling much stress. Okay,that's all for today. I have to get the slides done for tomorrow discussion,yes,with her again. Ask me to do so many things. Nothing to discuss but since she wants it, okay la.My objective of life is to have peace with everyone even with people who doesnt really like me because I believe that they will find out one day that I have no harm to them,I just try to be friendly and nice. I want peace =]

how i feel towards my life in university

2010-03-03T03:44:00.000-08:00

erm...everyone said that taylor's lakeside campus are beautiful but i think it's just normal.Most of them are international students especially those from indonesia and china and of course there're also ppl frm mongolia,korea,iraq and frm other states and countries.although i dun understand their bm but at least they are friendly enough and they have been nice to me,im happy to know them especially cherrie.i also got to knw a friend frm china and her name is vicky...she's a nice and friendly girl and i like her as my friend.unfortunately we are not in the same class as our class are divided based on our ept test/english placement test.erm...for my classmates they are fine .erm...i really hope that i will eventually find some bananas(chinese who dun speak chinese but eng) as im used to with the bananas since from young.frankly speaking i dun really enjoy my life here bc my friends are not here and i am forced to speak mandarin bc they speak mandarin.i didnt speak eng for such a long time already so im nt used to it and i feel stress. i walk to the classes alone and all alone.yes,i did speak to my other classmates but not very close yet and some of them i not yet even start to talk to them yet but i will soon.lol.everything's changing.i need to speak mandarin.i dunno y taylor ppl's speak mandarin as i alwayz thought taylor ppl are very gud n eng and taylorians speak eng.it is totally different from TUC(taylor university college? at ss15,pre-u.i spoke eng there with my fellow friends.we talk and laugh alot but here im quiet,i dunno y...

2009-10-23T04:43:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of college.Everyone's busy taking pictures and of course me too.^^.I do nothing but looking at them playing the watermelon game.haaha...i am not antisocial.I just do not like the truth and dare part if they lose the game.Truth n dare.nonono...i rather sit there and watch.lalala...next week is my school leave and i will be going to the club to study.phew...life is so difficult.There are so many graduated students but who knows whether they will get an expected salary in their future later a not...The chances of getting an expected salary is only 50 50.Haizz...why is life so difficult.If u think in a positive way,study can be fun too.We meet new peoples and spend time with them but if only we do not meet the bad ones.Most of the people in taylors are wearing the taylor shirt,the black n red one.haha!!! The uncle at the J&J photostap shop ask me why are there so many people wearing d black n red shirt.haha!!! Ok...that's all for today...have to study liao...wee...bye...xD

2009-10-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

Blogging is like writing a diary.Today, the whole class went to subang parade to celebrate 5 of my classmates birthday.Guess what.I didnt go.Haha...The class and the chemistry lecturer went there at 11am to 1.35pm.you all may wonder...3 hours break? Haha.Nola.It is supposed to be one hour break,plus a free period because no moral class.We are supposed to continue our chem lesson at 1pm but it didnt work out because they are late.They managed to get back at 1.35pm.As for me,i went to the club.I eat and do some of my work there.No,im not alone because my mum and sister are there as well.I enjoyed the food.Later at 9.20pm someone phoned me.The number is 0123764229.Yes,it's maxis.Haha...I didnt know who is this.it's a girl i guess...around my age.She asked me "Who are you" in cantonese.Haha!!! weird right.I just put down the phone.I wonder why are there so many unknown peoples like to phone me.If i'm not mistaken,this person must be Elisa chong or her friends.They are bad peoples.I wonder why until now they still do not want to stop.The bullies in form4 from SMKSU.They are good pretenders in front of peoples.I am not angry with these unknown calls and sms.I only wonder why are there so many funny peoples like them in these world.xD.My final exam is coming nearer and nearer.There's 8 more days and a week left to study at home to the final.Gambateh!!! Bye...xD

semester break1

2009-05-29T08:21:00.000-07:00

2 weeks break.I am bored.Angeline too.This Friday Angeline and Geraldine asked me to go out with them.We planned to go to the cinema and ice skating. Finally,i did not get to go. Don't ask why. I'm tired of it.Angeline and geraldine i'm really sorry.I made u all disappointed. I also invited my friend Azmina to go to sunway club but she didn't feel like going because she want to have a rest.She said ns is bad. It was boring n tiring. She didnt get enough sleep, only 4 hours of sleeping. What i did in this week? I play computer games, chatting with friends(msn), watching drama, playing ps2 n reading story book(Wizard's First Rule). I also go out with my mum to buy vegetables and fetching my sister go n back from school.I am tired of it.I want to stay at home and rest but mummy always ask me to go out with her.Haiz...It is tiring.Y?Don't mention.I seldom post up new things because of my laziness.Angeline is happy if i post up new things but i have nothing to post.Ya, i know i can post up photos but i don't like to put in my own pictures.Haha! Hmm...one more week to go.Time is running out! Haiz, have to do presentation after the break. There are going to be lots and lots of things to do after the break.Wow, so stressful.Some of my friends are so good.They have a month of break.I would like to put on the shoutmix thingy but i wonder how to put in.

2009-04-24T19:14:00.000-07:00

Sam is stressful.I am always looking forward for friday recently.ssignments,exams,presentation.I feel like banging on the wall.Ya,like what gip said sianz... with the word studying already.

2009-04-24T19:03:00.000-07:00

Based on what angeline wrote in her blog,d guy who's trying to say xxx to d girl is so funny.Urm ...he is still studying in college ?obviously yes.

Since he's still studying what is he trying to do?Where got people say xxx to her gf in the library.If really want to say better go to a more private place.No sincere at all. He don't even know how to earn money yet.He's still need to depend on his parents .
haizzz...

I think it is bad of saying this...but it's true right.

2009-02-21T04:30:00.000-08:00

Pikachu.Pik pik pikkkk.....achuuuu...Haha! My favourite anime.

2009-02-13T07:53:00.000-08:00

Ya,it is very dark in MPT5.I used my handphone's backlight to see wat the food is.haha.....in case there are something in food.like plastic or wat...just joking...it may be a fly or cockroach if i didnt check...hehe...u knw la it's so dark and the food is covered with some sort of black sauce.

2009-02-13T07:12:00.000-08:00

This is Nana and Giovana.Where is this place?Hehe it is my school's MPT5.Stands for Majlis Perpisahan Tingkatan Lima. think i look It is quite fun.There were performances, lucky draw, food provided n more..Ohya before i forgot.The food was chinese food.I am suppose to sit with my friends at table ...eee...forgot.HaHa! Nevermind la but i shifted to the VIP table with some of the teachers there.Why? because that is the only table that serves vegetarian food.I can still remember my math teacher,pn looi was over there.I was trying to greet her but she didn't look at me.owww...so funny rite.hehe...4 indians teacher because that day ws friday.I can still remember.Some of the Indians were vegetarian for Friday.MMM...the food was delicious but i think the soup was too hot for me.The lights were off and it was very dark and we could only see light on the stage because the performances was running.While,everyone busy taking photos.Me too...hehe...Later i walked to my friends table to talk.

2009-02-08T06:10:00.000-08:00

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